Single.

Seeing people around me in love, it makes me yearn for someone for myself. I miss having that closeness, that intimacy, that bond. It made me feel like I belonged to something greater. Yes, I am happy with myself and the life that I lead now. I feel beautiful and I feel confident. I am strong and I fight every day. But why does every day have to be a fight? I'm tired of fighting. Being alone means braving the evils of this world. Running through the woods alone under the blanket of darkness. Why can't I rest? I am tired of running, tired of fighting. I want to be safe now. It gets so cold here.
It would be nice... that's all I'm saying.

"The Darkness"

Under the sun I am fearless
Can this strength carry me?
Or is it all folly and facade?
The muscles ache, a witness
To every punch made
Yet they cannot overcome you.
I cannot defeat you,
For I am too weak.
In the darkness I am still weak.